You Go Girl!

A little glimpse of the emotional journey I've been through almost everyday this past week:

6:32 a.m

    

You go girl. I roll over in bed and find my phone before the Muses (yes, the goddesses of the arts and proclaimers of heroes) sing long enough to wake up anyone else in the apartment. I dance my way out of my room and into the kitchen for a nice bowl of cereal full of whole grains and vitamins. Yeah, that's right! It's only 6 something in the morning and I've already filled myself with wholesome things. I continue readying myself in anticipation of a day that could very well be the best day ever. 

8:06 a.m.

I jump on the shuttle that will get me to campus in 6 minutes flat. The shuttle driver smiles at everyone entering and plays "Come and get your love". The perfect thing to listen to on your way up to campus! 

I leave the shuttle and leisurely make my way past the MOA to the library. Once there I can bask in the early morning peace and maybe even get a head start on homework.

9:00 a.m.

Classes! I love school! I get to learn so many new things! Oh, look there's my favorite absent minded physics professor. Does he see me? Maybe I'll wave. Look at that he's coming over to say hi! He remembers me! That's so sweet. 

10:53 a.m.

I'm just off to another class. Today is such a great day. Nothing could make it better. Oh wait, take that back! There's Good Friend X! 

Hello, Good Friend X!

I look really happy today? Why thank you!

You think that I must be so happy because I found someone?

Nope, I haven't found found anyone yet. I'm just happy today.

11:43 a.m.

Yeah, I'm single. I'm so happy single. Being single is the best. 

3:50 p.m.

I'm happy single. I mean it would be nice to have someone...

But I'm happy.

Yeah, I'm so good right now.

I just feel so good.

I feel good, right?

7:21 p.m.

I'm just gonna wrap myself in the fuzziest happiest yellow blanket ever. 

Yeah.

The cocoon of love.

Everyone in the cocoon loves me.

7:59 p.m.

*curled up in fetal position*

It's so warm but I feel so very cold.

8:05 p.m.

I am so very very alone. 

9:00 p.m.

I stay in my room making no noise and pretending that I don't exist. 

9:30 p.m.

I get into bed. 

6:32 a.m.

You go girl. Today is going to be awesome!